May152012
I don’t want to leave. I want to allow you till the end of the earth. I would do anything to be with you the next 4 years of my life. I just hope they go as fast as these last four years have gone. I can’t wait to come to. watch you graduate and move on with our life together. I love spending every moment of my time with you. You make me smile all the time over the dumbest things. I can’t believe my last post actually worked Hahaha. I live you as long as I breathe. Your the most amazing person ever and I love you with everything I have. I cant wait to come back from college to see your beautiful smile and to feel your tiny body in my arms. I just wanna kiss you over and over again. Im so glad i get to call you mine again. I love you :)
March272012
I’m so sorry for everything I have ever done and everything i have put you though. Looking back I realize I deserve this misery Im I’m. It’s so hard seeing you every day and not being able to run up and kiss you like I used to. To be able to talk to you all day every day like we used to. I am so miserable because I lost the best thing that has ever come into my life. I still love you and miss you every second of every day. I know nothing I do or say can change the past but i wish there was. I want you back more than anything. You were my life all of highschool and I wouldn’t change that for anything. I still beat myself up over stupid things I did when we werr together and stupid thongs I would say to get a reaction from you. I feel like such a fucking idiot. I want you to know that that will never ever happen again. I wouldn’t do anything to fuck up again. I know this doesn’t matter because you are happy with Jackson but I just thought I’d tell you.
Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry You don’t know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions Oh, let’s go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy It’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh, take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart
But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy Oh, it’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I’m going back to the start
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Ah ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
I love you. Please come back to me
December62011
It’s funny how people say love is all chemicals and stuff in your brain but then once you and your lover break up you feel pain in your heart and you physically hurt